I've always talked to myself a lot, but for some reason living alone in an apartment makes me more prone to wondering aloud to myself, or even praying out loud - hashing out my life and issues in ways that many would find irreverent. Since June I've been struggling a lot with being able to trust myself hearing from God. Mostly because it was challenged by some people very close to me. Now it seems like no matter how sure I am of what Gods will is for my life I can always hear their voice of doubt in my head.
I have been faced with a lot of new challenges, but I've found a lot of new opportunities and perspectives as well. I've been interacting with a couple different church groups, meeting a lot of new people, following up on opportunities and much more. Yes I've had a few setbacks but we all have to deal with things to get anywhere worth going.
Anyways, ending with a quote from "You've Got Mail..."
"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. well, not small, but valuable. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around?...""I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So goodnight, dear void"
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i've probably used that first "You've Got Mail" quote more than any other from that movie. love them both . . . probably because i find myself feeling the same way often.